LOVEDARKPASSION

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godGod
Current mood:

confused

Dear God,

I have lived threw another night ,another day a new time zone, and all I have on my mind is whats my purpose.I wander whats my purpose for life why am I here.I dont want much but , just to be healthy and happy and to be pleasently desent on the eyes. I just want to be loved and accepted for who I am . I am not a person to cause harm, but at times I feel like others want to harm me.I never really have felt love from any one.I feel like i am truly cursed or I am just this thing here on earth passing threw time.I feel out of touch with my self.I feel like I am not even me. I am thankful for what I do have but I feel short changed in life. I never had parents who wanted me, I have never had desent things and I haver never had true purpose .I think to my self why am I here, whats life really about am I just a toy or am I a plotted tool for a bigger purpose. Dear God I would like to know , if or when you read this will you give me a sign , will you send me an email or maybe a phone call, I will wait for as long as the time is given to me.Thank you lord for the days,thank you lord for the small things I cant see, thank you lord for the purpose that is hidden in me.

olderLove&Passion
Current mood:

crazy
Category: Writing and Poetry My writings are apart of my heart.I am very thoughtful ,in the since that I am a girl who thinks to much.I think love and passion there for I am love and passion. I needed to survive, I needed to thrive.olderhEALTH vARIES
Current mood:

crappy
Category: Blogging

MY HEALTH IS FUNNY, I FEEL LIKE DIEING AND YET AGAIN I FEEL LIKE I JUST WANT TO LIVE. MAYBE MY MIND BODY AND SOUL WILL CHANGE OUT. WHO IN THE HELL KNOWS?