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NIAH & ZSANE Buy it on EBAY this Winter
Thanks for all the support on this story. It only seems like yesterday when I wrote it. This story was my break out point, I wouldnt have this site if it were not for it. It will be sold on ebay this winter. The only way to get it is to buy it. And to clear up the rumors yes there was 2-3 versions of the story posted on my site. Only my Writing click groups got the beginning stories. In November I will post my thoughts about it and I will answer all of your questions that you have emailed me. I will be on the official LoveDarkpassion forum to take questions.
I Am Here To Tell About It
What I have Hidden
This weekend was mothers day Sunday, and I cant get over my secret that I have kept hidden for so long.
Want to know the rest of the What I have Hidden come back October 1st,2007 at 12 am midnight. Also check the the Lovedarkpassion blog on blogger and the 360 page,Writing click and the Tag World blog. The secret will be out at midnight.
Dont Interrupt My Suicide July 1, 2007
(Thoughts rushing out of my heart and flowing on to an edge of a blade, I feel like the edge of a razor blade.)-LOVEDARKPASSION
I have always had feelings on how I want my ending to be. When I say my ending I mean my death. I have thought about death since I was about 4. My dog Bullet died. I didnt understand why he died or what caused it. Then I realized he wasnt coming back. He didnt come back because my family put him to sleep. I woke up from a dream remembering this about my dog when I was 7. I guess when you have tons of people around you dieing you get flash backs to those little things. My father died when I was almost 7, his death triggered the memory of Bullet.
The sad thing about this is Bullet was my dog; he became ill with a worm, thats why my mom put him to sleep. She didnt want him to suffer, neither does or did I. I miss Bullet now and I really missed him then. My father on the other hand I never missed. I felt more sad for my dog then my own father. My father I never knew. I remember my mother making me go to the funeral. I didnt want to attend because I didnt know him and half of the other people there. But I didnt get a say so .I was only 7. My dads funeral was packed; they didnt have a seat for me or my mother. I remember the funeral director pulling up a cold metal chair so I could sit up front, up front where the dead body was. It rained like cats and dogs that whole week, my father couldnt be buried that day. They waited for the next day to do it, I didnt go at all. To this day I dont know where my father is buried and you want to know something I dont give a damn to know. He was never around when I was younger, just my dog Bullet. You know they always say a dog is a mans best friend, but they are wrong the dog was my best friend. And I am definitely not a man.
I often wondered if my dad would have been around more if I was boy or a horse. You know the old cliché about men and there sons. So I cant help to think. He loved horses so if I was a horse would he have stuck around? Or would he still have abandoned me. My mom put Bullet to peace because he was ill, my heart is ill I want to rest. My heart is filled with raging steam against my dad. It hurts its just like having worms. Again Bullet was hurting, he is dead. I often want to be euthanized like him. Maybe when the time is right I will execute my ending on my own terms.
I want my ending to be really peaceful. This is why I am getting the steam out of my heart. I dont love my dad like a daughter should, why? I dont know him how can you love something you dont know. I love God; I havent seen God in a physical since, but in a spiritual since. I love my mom because the bible says so. I like my dad because God would want me to. Love him I cant, I just like.
(Dont interrupt my suicide)-Pre thoughts
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LOVEDARKPASSION exclusive comming this New year.2008
I have been writing stories ,lots of them. I even have an ADULT Book Comming Out that you can buy . I will get some originals back up and I will post some in my groups. So join my social click to get writings you could never find at any book store.
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Raw Meat-A Therian Girl Blog
A Therian Girl Blog
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 10:23:12 AM
When I was a young girl I always ate meat. I couldnt help it I had to have it. My mom would try to stop me when she caught me but I couldnt help it it tasted so damn good. The way it felt it my mouth. It took a way a craving that my mom and others could not understand. Even to this day people cant understand why I go crazy over my meat. Its something with in me. I still can see the expression on mt=y mothers face when I would stsnd there in the kichen eating my favorite bacon. She would sream at my taboo cravings. I was only 3 1/2 but I can rember it like it was yesterday. It was the frsh sensation it gave my desire. When I became older it went away, but at times I could feel it peering back. Now its really comming back and I want more of it and a certain kind.If my mother knew that in the middle of the night I was eating my steak and my dirt she would flip and she wouldnt under stand it. By the way did I ever mention to you that my meat obssesion is based on PURE RAW MEAT. So pure so raw that I have the urge to hunt it and skin it from the insides and eat it. Be aware of theWERE!.